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So I'm not sure right now where this is going but im going to say it all out right now so let me just say if I get a single message about this this shit is coming off this website I don't care if someone sees it or reads it just don't let me know, kay?
So I'm not doing so great.
I think.
I cut myself for the first time. It's kinda scary and kinda therapeutic, don't worry it won't happen again it was just a really bad day. They weren't even that bad so don't worry about it the lines are gone and everything. I just wanted to let you know.
I can't stop thinking about my past relationships with people. Did you guys know I cut my hair? It's really short now. like, really really short. I cut off fifteen inches.
I put on weight too. I feel like shit. Idk why nobody's said anything bc it's really obvious, at least to me it is. I think I'm going to go on a diet. I can't stop thinking about how ugly it is.
I really like the violin. I don't think I ever mentioned it, but I'm just going to say it now: I love the violin, and I have for years. My favourite piece is Schubert's Ave Maria, but Beethoven's Sonata No.9 is also fantastic. I wish my parents would let me play. I guess the image doesn't suit me though.
I quit volleyball. I hate that sport. I have for two years now. I can't stand it. But I still like the anime Haikyuu!. My mom is upset, she wants me to keep playing. I guess that image suits me better.
I still want to try ballet. But mom says no, it doesn't wok with my body type.
I'm not happy. I haven't been in a while and it's sort of beginning to worry me, but whatever. I can laugh or cry, and I've chosen to laugh. So I guess I'll be laughing till I die. It's too bad. I have trouble crying lately.
Speaking of dying, my grandma passed away in august. I say her will on the counter yesterday. It sucked. The funeral sucked. I cried, kind of. I'm officially grandparent-less. I don't leave my room much. my family makes fun of me. I can't do anything without them making fun of me. I hate it. I try not to talk to them, they only make me feel bad.
Did you know I don't like the lion king? It's okay, I guess, but it's over-hyped. idk. I'm sorry.
I don't know why I apologized.
This is really long. I'm just typing everything that comes to mind. The upd8 for homestuck happened. I haven't read it. idk. I can't. I can't.
I doubt anybody is still reading. I doubt anybody started. if you did, and you are, I'm sorry.

Let's talk about me.
tw: depression, body image, self harm
The tractor is red.
Red does not symbolize my anger,
the tractor does not symbolize the coming of a new age that will,
Pardon the pun,
"Mow" over the old one.
It is a tractor.
It is red.
Because red tractor sounded better than blue pineapple.

Her hair was white-blonde.
This does not symbolize purity,
Nor does it symbolize icy cruelty.
Her hair is white-blonde.
It just is.

Not everything has hidden meaning,
And searching for words behind words
Leads to arguments and unanswered questions.
When really,
Sometimes the tractor is just red.
The tractor is red.
The tractor is red,
Or is it?


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I don't really know what to put here? I'm Ari and I write things like poetry and sometimes I draw things like really crappy doodles. And I talk too much and shift between perfect grammar and 2006 texting grammar in an instant. And I have trouble differentiating between hats and I watch too much anime and I read too much homestuck.

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sellenimonie Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Student
Thanks for the llama! You can never have too many llamas cause they give you milk and llama fur.
BurningAngels101 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No problem :)
And that is very true.
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BurningAngels101 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I literally adore your work you are amazing and beautiful and please never stop drawing.
variattack Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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Thank you so much for watching me! I really appreciate it! Love 
BurningAngels101 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
*back at ya :)
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:D Bear Emoji-08 (Rolling Love) [V1] 
BurningAngels101 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
That bear may or may not be one of the cutest things ever.
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BurningAngels101 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
k at ya! ;)
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